Wednesday, July 12, 2006
No Regrets

Arggh. I have just realized that I have tons of stuff to do. And, I find myself doing other things other than those of my assignments. I really suck at managing things! I sure hope I could fix the problem as soon as possible. Help, anyone?

For the past few weeks, information overload has been my enemy. Grabe. I have learned so many things in such a short span of time. That's when toxicity enters. Now, I don't know what to do first and what to do next. Nakakawindang sya ha but I still think that somehow, someway, my brain can still cope with the demands and the times. If ever my brain suddenly stops functioning, kill me because what's the sense of my existence when I can't even understand a thing. Understanding a certain process or concept is really the key to MY acadamic progress so what's the sense of going to school when you can't relate to what the teacher explains to you. So, do you still think that my resolve is shallow? Maybe but really, you can't say that unless you experience what I am facing right now.

But, after all that has been said, I am proud to say that I have no regrets(as of the time I am writing this!). I chose the path I am running/walking/striding/crawling right now. That is one consolation, I get to choose! I really feel sorry for all the people who said that they regret entering the university they are in now. Para bang, hindi sila handa at hindi nila pinag-isipan yung college. College is such a critical part of one's life and then, you let someone else make the decision for you. It's like pinamimigay mo na yung responsibility mo sa buhay mo sa iba. It's like giving the wheel to a stranger. Yes, it's hard kasi nandyan ka na. What I am trying to point is, panindigan mo na kung anumang meron ka ngayon.

Sana lang hindi ako masyadong serious. Hehe. Sige...

april28 sensed inspiration at 1:33 AM.
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i love. i have loved. i will love.

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M e

"I'm the kind of k i d
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a g o o d thing
if it came up and slit your throat"

April Czareen Cruz
' ' apreeeL ' '
28th of April
student/poet/kid
PNU-CTL. Manila Science High School. UP-Manila
music freak
cyber junkie
jawbreaker(figure this one out!)
weird but really nice!

L o v e s
Kids. Music. Web Stuff. Jadis. My Friends. Photoshop. Gemma Ward!!! French Fries. The Sound of Music. Sandwich. I Capture the Castle. Cassandra Mortmain.

W i s h l i s t
I want...
a star of my own. a car. an electric guitar. a camera. to meet Sandwich. to go to Japan. my dreams to come true. world peace. high school back.

T a g

speak up, kid!

"Your r e m o r s e hasn't fallen on deaf ears rather ones that just don't care"

L i n k s

" we are salt - you are the wound"
Aaron
Abram
Angelin
April
Beverly
Biankee
Cez
Chynes
Claire
Dane
Danish
Diane
Edgar
Fatima
Fiona
Gem
Grace
Jaiskizzy
Jigs
Jochie
Jazzy
Justine L.
j-On-Na-ZeL
Jomar
Kath
Kim
Lanie
Megane-kun
Mikmik
Mnel
Nadine
Ninia
Sarah
Yasu

A r c h i v e s

"for the corpses of all my past mistakes"
April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007

C r e d i t s

My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon
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