Thursday, July 27, 2006
April?

Love+Clueless(Me) = Loveless(?!)

From today's events, I think I can fully say that I already forgot the feeling of being in love.

Err, of all people, ako ba talaga ito?! Hehe. Well, yeah. Basing on what I did kanina, you can say that when it comes to love, I am clueless. Grabe. While the girls are pouring their hearts out, talking about love and all, I was just sitting there, naka-indian seat, listening and eating popcorn. It's like I'm just watching them do what they got to do. Tapos ang replies ko pa whenever there was something a girl said about the "topic" ay "oo, sabi mo eh.". Para bang wala talaga akong kaalam-alam. Tapos, kaninang nanonood kami ng Mila sa Auditorium, when the characters were talking about their lovelives and how its important to them blahblah, I said, I think everyone heard me, "Sa panahon ngayon, hindi na nag-eexist ang tunay na pag-ibig!"(Naggagamitan lang tayo!).

Napakacynical!
Sa totoo lang, when I evaluated everything that I've said today, the thought literally scared my pants off! Hehe, it's like this is not the real me. Napaka-out of character nito para kay April. Well, kasi, when I'm my typical self, I'm really in love with LOVE. Mausisa ako pagdating sa ganitong topic. At, usually, may "say" ako sa mga ganitong bagay. Pero, bat ngayon? Huwaw. I'm at a loss of anything to say. Para naman akong nasaid na. What does this mean? Wala na ba talaga o sadyang napagod lang ako?

Hay... This should be the least of my concerns now. Pero, it's really weirding me out! Weird talaga!

Tulungan niyo naman akong matandaan yung feeling na yun. Help me remember how it felt.

*Kahit i-describe nyo lang, ok na! ehe..*


april28 sensed inspiration at 1:06 AM.
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i love. i have loved. i will love.



M e

"I'm the kind of k i d
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a g o o d thing
if it came up and slit your throat"

April Czareen Cruz
' ' apreeeL ' '
28th of April
student/poet/kid
PNU-CTL. Manila Science High School. UP-Manila
music freak
cyber junkie
jawbreaker(figure this one out!)
weird but really nice!

L o v e s
Kids. Music. Web Stuff. Jadis. My Friends. Photoshop. Gemma Ward!!! French Fries. The Sound of Music. Sandwich. I Capture the Castle. Cassandra Mortmain.

W i s h l i s t
I want...
a star of my own. a car. an electric guitar. a camera. to meet Sandwich. to go to Japan. my dreams to come true. world peace. high school back.

T a g

speak up, kid!

"Your r e m o r s e hasn't fallen on deaf ears rather ones that just don't care"

L i n k s

" we are salt - you are the wound"
Aaron
Abram
Angelin
April
Beverly
Biankee
Cez
Chynes
Claire
Dane
Danish
Diane
Edgar
Fatima
Fiona
Gem
Grace
Jaiskizzy
Jigs
Jochie
Jazzy
Justine L.
j-On-Na-ZeL
Jomar
Kath
Kim
Lanie
Megane-kun
Mikmik
Mnel
Nadine
Ninia
Sarah
Yasu

A r c h i v e s

"for the corpses of all my past mistakes"
April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007

C r e d i t s

My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon
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