Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Samu't Saring Ewan

Chunks of memories fall upon me. A past revisited? Wag naman. Dapat hindi na ako ma-MI(Muling Ibalik). Dapat lang(na hindi)!

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For some reason unknown to me, I really, really, really feel pissed off. Nakakainis at nakakairita pero walang dahilan. Crappiness is what I feel. I feel like I'm somebody else since well, if I'm really me, I would be infuriated at something for a REASON. But, right now, I can't think of a single reason.

Or, maybe, I'm just 'in denial' about something. >_<

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One day, napatunganga ako. Nakatitig sa harap ng monitor ng computer. Ninanamnam ang lyrics ng isang kanta, at ng isa pang kanta, at ng isa pang kanta. Hindi ko alam pero naaantig ako sa kanilang tema ng pag-ibig. Tsk. Hindi ako ganito. Hndi talaga ako ganito. Ang akala ko kasi nagbago na ako. Well, hindi pa pala.

Natawa ako kasi may nakita ako sa Friendster. Tungkol na naman sa isang tao na nagmamahal sa isa pang tao. Tapos, pag kalabas ko naman, nakita ko yung isang taong super in love dito sa tukmol na ito. Tapos, ang dami kong nakilala. Lahat sila in love o in like o merong kinagigiliwan na bagay. Napatanong tuloy ako. Bat ako wala?

Woosh. Ang pangit naman kung idahilan kong wala akong pakiramdam kasi ang alam ko mayroon naman kahit papano. Geez. Ewan kasi wala pa akong nararamdamang pagkagiliw kaninuman. Yun siguro ang dahilan. Pero, parang ang sarap ng feeling na may kinagigiliwang tao!

..Hindi ba?

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Quote: "Never underestimate the power of your actions. With one small gesture you can change a person's life for better or for worse."


april28 sensed inspiration at 8:43 PM.
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i love. i have loved. i will love.



M e

"I'm the kind of k i d
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a g o o d thing
if it came up and slit your throat"

April Czareen Cruz
' ' apreeeL ' '
28th of April
student/poet/kid
PNU-CTL. Manila Science High School. UP-Manila
music freak
cyber junkie
jawbreaker(figure this one out!)
weird but really nice!

L o v e s
Kids. Music. Web Stuff. Jadis. My Friends. Photoshop. Gemma Ward!!! French Fries. The Sound of Music. Sandwich. I Capture the Castle. Cassandra Mortmain.

W i s h l i s t
I want...
a star of my own. a car. an electric guitar. a camera. to meet Sandwich. to go to Japan. my dreams to come true. world peace. high school back.

T a g

speak up, kid!

"Your r e m o r s e hasn't fallen on deaf ears rather ones that just don't care"

L i n k s

" we are salt - you are the wound"
Aaron
Abram
Angelin
April
Beverly
Biankee
Cez
Chynes
Claire
Dane
Danish
Diane
Edgar
Fatima
Fiona
Gem
Grace
Jaiskizzy
Jigs
Jochie
Jazzy
Justine L.
j-On-Na-ZeL
Jomar
Kath
Kim
Lanie
Megane-kun
Mikmik
Mnel
Nadine
Ninia
Sarah
Yasu

A r c h i v e s

"for the corpses of all my past mistakes"
April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007

C r e d i t s

My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon
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