Saturday, May 20, 2006
Backing Out

Erm, the storm is now over with a friend and clasmate.. I think.



But, wait, a new storm arises...

Surprise! Surprise!

Your words hit me as if I were its target. But, will it hurt me?! Well, sure. I don't know how to respond. You struck me and in turn, I become speechless.

I just turned the volume so loud, waiting until my ears bleed. I pretended as if you have just said something that didn't matter, something that is said over and over again. I turn to my notebook and pencil for refuge. For in them, I find solace and my own world. I drew my little characters again. I won't face the hurt anymore.

So, you may call me a coward for backing out on a self-waged war. But, if I face it again, I will just risk hurting a lot of people. I risk hurting the important people. So, I decided to back out, run away.

It is better this way.


april28 sensed inspiration at 10:29 PM.
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i love. i have loved. i will love.



M e

"I'm the kind of k i d
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a g o o d thing
if it came up and slit your throat"

April Czareen Cruz
' ' apreeeL ' '
28th of April
student/poet/kid
PNU-CTL. Manila Science High School. UP-Manila
music freak
cyber junkie
jawbreaker(figure this one out!)
weird but really nice!

L o v e s
Kids. Music. Web Stuff. Jadis. My Friends. Photoshop. Gemma Ward!!! French Fries. The Sound of Music. Sandwich. I Capture the Castle. Cassandra Mortmain.

W i s h l i s t
I want...
a star of my own. a car. an electric guitar. a camera. to meet Sandwich. to go to Japan. my dreams to come true. world peace. high school back.

T a g

speak up, kid!

"Your r e m o r s e hasn't fallen on deaf ears rather ones that just don't care"

L i n k s

" we are salt - you are the wound"
Aaron
Abram
Angelin
April
Beverly
Biankee
Cez
Chynes
Claire
Dane
Danish
Diane
Edgar
Fatima
Fiona
Gem
Grace
Jaiskizzy
Jigs
Jochie
Jazzy
Justine L.
j-On-Na-ZeL
Jomar
Kath
Kim
Lanie
Megane-kun
Mikmik
Mnel
Nadine
Ninia
Sarah
Yasu

A r c h i v e s

"for the corpses of all my past mistakes"
April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007

C r e d i t s

My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon
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