Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Insecure

The chinese girl in PBB is so cute! I'm so friggin' insecure! And, she's MU with that chinese guy that's cute too. They are such a cute couple. But, I sure as hell wish that everything is not real. You know, them liking each other since I'm really crushing on that chinese guy. Hehe. I am selfish. Who has never been selfish when it comes to the love bug?!

Now, I feel so damned insecure. She's so perfect. She's so pretty. Compared to me. I am only the goddess of rejection, rather dejection. Sad story, isn't it? but, it's true. Wish I could change it though. How sad. I really, really need a good strong dose of optimism right now! Hay...

I feel so bad. I feel weak. I feel so useless. I do not intend to feel this way but this is just the way I feel. I'm not trying to be emo or anything. It's just... so sad. It's so sad when you feel insecure and hopeless.

Masakit kapag dumating na sa point na 'yun..


april28 sensed inspiration at 8:40 PM.
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i love. i have loved. i will love.



M e

"I'm the kind of k i d
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a g o o d thing
if it came up and slit your throat"

April Czareen Cruz
' ' apreeeL ' '
28th of April
student/poet/kid
PNU-CTL. Manila Science High School. UP-Manila
music freak
cyber junkie
jawbreaker(figure this one out!)
weird but really nice!

L o v e s
Kids. Music. Web Stuff. Jadis. My Friends. Photoshop. Gemma Ward!!! French Fries. The Sound of Music. Sandwich. I Capture the Castle. Cassandra Mortmain.

W i s h l i s t
I want...
a star of my own. a car. an electric guitar. a camera. to meet Sandwich. to go to Japan. my dreams to come true. world peace. high school back.

T a g

speak up, kid!

"Your r e m o r s e hasn't fallen on deaf ears rather ones that just don't care"

L i n k s

" we are salt - you are the wound"
Aaron
Abram
Angelin
April
Beverly
Biankee
Cez
Chynes
Claire
Dane
Danish
Diane
Edgar
Fatima
Fiona
Gem
Grace
Jaiskizzy
Jigs
Jochie
Jazzy
Justine L.
j-On-Na-ZeL
Jomar
Kath
Kim
Lanie
Megane-kun
Mikmik
Mnel
Nadine
Ninia
Sarah
Yasu

A r c h i v e s

"for the corpses of all my past mistakes"
April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007

C r e d i t s

My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon
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